Full CustodyMichael Juliani
Instead of hand and glove
and jockstrap and thigh, the animal
meld of body to uniform,
in Garfield Park, there is a mother,
wearing frayed jeans and Converse,
trying to teach her pre-teen son
how to throw a baseball, to plant his back foot
and crane his hand like a cobra’s head,
using the momentum of his hips
to push the ball toward its target
like a bullet meeting the crosshairs
of a scope.
She is the stand-in for a man
off forming barbed constellations
on a daydreamed map of the California coast,
his body now accustomed to only
furtive forms of tenderness, and after
all the other families have headed home,
she takes the boy and their single mitt
to an unpolluted part of town, recalling
what little she has learned from watching,
that the spin will follow the seams of the ball,
and this could help him make new friends,
a pastime that keeps kids busy at night
and will remind him of something
that lives in his belly, his father
dragging himself from the third base bleachers,
slipping his fingers through the dugout fence,
angry that his son won’t say hello.